I do, on an almost weekly basis.
I mean it can all be so dizzying.
What do I want to focus on? Who do I want to reach?
I see beautiful rooms like this.
and I am in awe and I am amazed and I sigh. Will people read my posts knowing that I am currently living in my 88 year old mother's guest bedroom?
I read posts about sweet romantic relationships.
and I think how wonderful to see such amazing love. But, I left my husband, who had become seriously mentally ill, 24 years ago. I raised two daughters by myself and I struggled. I don't want to dwell on that struggle. I enjoy living in the now.
I am amazed when I see how creative people are.
I just think WOW!!! What imagination it takes to create a clock out of an old suitcase and other vintage parts.
Why didn't I think of that?
I'm not sure what my blog is about sometimes. I'm a pretty eclectic girl. I am humorous, serious, love my family, like to read recipes and sometimes cook them, a great advocate for women's rights, like to decorate, love vintage and antiques.......... Well, you get it. So I move on through this hardscrabble life.
After all, I have made some amazing blogging friends who send me well wishes when I have surgery, who congratulate me when I get a new grandchild, and who make me laugh, and think, and dream.
We are all a part of the great big blogging world.
It's a world that I love being a part of, and even though I may never have the biggest, fanciest, most read blog. I have you and you inspire me every day.